The "Despite It All...You Must Push On" List

1. "Cause sometimes you just feel tired/You feel weak....and when you feel weak you feel like you wanna just give up/But you gotta search within you/You gotta find that inner strength/and just pull that shit out of you/to get that motivation to not give up...and not be a quitter/No matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse" - Eminem "Til I Collapse"
2. Jeez (word to Lori) Louise....Im good yall
3. A brotha cant vent his random thoughts to his blog w/o mugs thinking he finna toss himself off a bridge somewhere?
4. I appreciate the concern
5. The Teej is all to the good though.....always will be.
6. And thats on the serious 33 1/3 'cause the 2nd letter of the alphabet is 'B'!!
7. Didnt matter how crowded that damn bus was....
8. ....once son threw up he had the whole damn section to himself!!!!
9. What the hell is up with my dreams as of late?
10. "you might as well put on a red Adidas track suit and try teachin sign language to a enraged bull" - Nique the dope one
11. So it seems Mike Jones is prepping his new album
12. Yay.....cant wait for that!
13. I really hate it when guests come up to me like "Hi....we went to a restaurant when were last in Chicago 10 years ago or so. We dont remember the name but it had food...it was on a corner......and oooooh it had these beautiful blue chairs. Any ideas?"
14. Just once I'd loooooove to be able to respond "I know exactly which restaurant you are referring to. Cant be any other place than 'Bistro Get the fuck out my face with that bullshit', right?
15. ...but apparently a response like that is bad for guest relations or somethin to that effect
16. What's really better than one of Rose's St. Olaf stories?
17. "...all ya lil kids is doing is getting bigger/you trying not to raise 'em around these wild niggas!" - Mos Def "Beef"
18. Lil sis graduated 8th grade this week
19. I couldnt be prouder
20. And I was hella shocked when she stepped up to the mic to sing at the ceremony
21. ....albeit it she sang Ashanti's "Dreams"
22. But Im sure Ashanti is the shit to 8th graders!
23. That's my baby!
24. Why is it that in the past 2 days Ive seen not 1, but 2 maaaaaad preggo chicks just pull out a square and fire it up like they belly aint bulging the fuck out!?!?!?!!?
25. I mean seriously....WTF!?!?!?!!?!?
26. That shit is so pre-school basic : Dont smoke while you are preggo dumbass!
27. "....So I had a bunch of little ugly azz kids at my house Saturday running around and trying to bring juice in my living room and playing with stuff I didn't say they could play with." - 'mirra
28. Tyler Perry TV show?
29. Yea....no Im not feeling so strongly about that
30. FYI.....My new phone is the shiznit!!!!!
31. If you got my number Im much more likely to answer these days
32. Dillllllly...I guess Simone told me
33. Anyone else remember the term 'Dilllllllly' but me?
34. Seriously though....thanks for the loving/much need kick in the arse 'mone
35. Im working on my 5 year plan
36. "I might not know how to read and write/but I can count mu'fuckin money hoe! " - E40 "My Drinking Club"
37. That shit there definitely shoulda made my 'Ignorant Shit' blog!
38. Okay them cigarette puffin ass preggo chicks is still irking me
39. Like....WTF are you thinking?
40. Could regular radio suck anymore than it already does?
41. Tetanus shots are not what's real in the streets in case you werent sure
42. Gentle Spirit you have my many infinite prayers and well wishes
43. Everyone.....just close your eyes and take a deep breath
44. "...Of course there were those white women who wanted to know if I knew a black man interested in having a baby with them because they wanted to have a baby that's coffee-colored who they could name 'Coffee'.....I wanted to crush a bitch for asking me that shit!" - Afeni Shakur in "Evolution Of A Revolutionary" by Jasmine Guy
45. I think Imma start saying that.......... 'crush a bitch!'
46. No for real....I think Mello Yello commissioned that 'Mello' song
47. Why else would it repeatedly play in the restaurant like that?
48. On Tiffy's myspace page under 'Heroes' she has 'slaves that ran.'
49. I fucking love that!!!
50. "Not THAT Michelle Leslie Brown from 225th street that plays ball in the park! That OTHER Michelle..........Nigga she got a cousin or something! - Lying & front Jay from The Fugees "The Score"